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	Thursday, July 15, 2010 @ 8:24 PM If it gives you hell "There are times when I want to escape. There are times I want to just scream. Every time it gets to that point, I feel guilt. Out of obligation perhaps. Who really knows? I wish I could live all over again. But then I look at everything around me and I realize I love the way it is, even if I do suffer as sadistic as that sounds. Maybe this is as good as it's going to get for me. Maybe I'm not destined for greatness and I'm supposed to fail as everyone has assumed for my life. Surrounded by the bullshit and having to "deal with it and figure it out", that's the constant in my life. But maybe it isn't so bad, they say you're only given what you can handle, but am I being over estimated? Am I really supposed to be a survivor? Does it really make a difference?I've lost myself along the way, and maybe that's what I'm supposed to survive," she said.	Thursday, July 15, 2010 @ 8:24 PM If it gives you hell "There are times when I want to escape. There are times I want to just scream. Every time it gets to that point, I feel guilt. Out of obligation perhaps. Who really knows? I wish I could live all over again. But then I look at everything around me and I realize I love the way it is, even if I do suffer as sadistic as that sounds. Maybe this is as good as it's going to get for me. Maybe I'm not destined for greatness and I'm supposed to fail as everyone has assumed for my life. Surrounded by the bullshit and having to "deal with it and figure it out", that's the constant in my life. But maybe it isn't so bad, they say you're only given what you can handle, but am I being over estimated? Am I really supposed to be a survivor? Does it really make a difference?I've lost myself along the way, and maybe that's what I'm supposed to survive," she said.	profile REBECCA VEE HI THERE. I'm currently enrolled in high school, but just applied to college, so cross your fingers. I have a boyfriend named James.I like to eat and sleep ALOT. I always play video games. My ipod is my life. My life is pretty complicated, if you can read, you'll understand. I always have something to tell my friends. I love my dog, Lucy. But most of all, I love my friends.! I live a crazy life, if you're smart, you'll keep the fuck up (:	affiliates jenn vuong carolyn trinh nick sui	monthly archive January 2010 February 2010 July 2010 recent entries I bought a ticket to go away A Story SOOOO I'm homeless. BIRTHDAYS! Heyy oh, Here I am; MOTHER freakinggg BULLSHIT; hackkkeddd.