"In light of everything, I wanna believe it's different this time. Maybe I just felt like I was drowning, but perhaps I really could breathe. He almost makes me reach limits, he makes me want to scream, he makes me want to be a better person, he makes me ...me. I suppose that's wrong to say, but maybe it's ok this time. Maybe I'm supposed to change, maybe who I am isn't...right for this life I am supposed to lead. Maybe I'm meant change, like a butterfly. Bad comparison I suppose, but it'll do for now. He lays beside me and I feel him pressed against my skin, and still I want...I need him closer. When I'm in his arms, I feel like the world fades away, like time just stops. When he looks at me, my heart beats really fast and sometimes I have to remember to breathe. When he tells me he loves me, I get butterflies. When he kisses me, I get chills. For some time, I felt nothing. For some time, I was numb. But he makes me feel alive. This may sound creepy, but when he sleeps, sometimes I look at him, just for a moment, and when I look at him, as he lays there, I feel like I fall in love with him all over again. Love, to me, is scary. Why? Because I have to let my guard down, I have to have faith. Give up my ability to control the situations that may befall us. I have to trust him enough to let him close enough that he could possibly hurt me. Scared? Fuck yeah, I am. I'm scared like hell. There are moments when I want to run away from it all because I can't fathom the idea of him leaving me. But sometimes, I have to take that leap. Will I take that leap for him? Forever and again I will," I said.

"In light of everything, I wanna believe it's different this time. Maybe I just felt like I was drowning, but perhaps I really could breathe. He almost makes me reach limits, he makes me want to scream, he makes me want to be a better person, he makes me ...me. I suppose that's wrong to say, but maybe it's ok this time. Maybe I'm supposed to change, maybe who I am isn't...right for this life I am supposed to lead. Maybe I'm meant change, like a butterfly. Bad comparison I suppose, but it'll do for now. He lays beside me and I feel him pressed against my skin, and still I want...I need him closer. When I'm in his arms, I feel like the world fades away, like time just stops. When he looks at me, my heart beats really fast and sometimes I have to remember to breathe. When he tells me he loves me, I get butterflies. When he kisses me, I get chills. For some time, I felt nothing. For some time, I was numb. But he makes me feel alive. This may sound creepy, but when he sleeps, sometimes I look at him, just for a moment, and when I look at him, as he lays there, I feel like I fall in love with him all over again. Love, to me, is scary. Why? Because I have to let my guard down, I have to have faith. Give up my ability to control the situations that may befall us. I have to trust him enough to let him close enough that he could possibly hurt me. Scared? Fuck yeah, I am. I'm scared like hell. There are moments when I want to run away from it all because I can't fathom the idea of him leaving me. But sometimes, I have to take that leap. Will I take that leap for him? Forever and again I will," I said.

REBECCA VEE
HI THERE. I'm currently enrolled in high school, but just applied to college, so cross your fingers. I have a boyfriend named James.I like to eat and sleep ALOT. I always play video games. My ipod is my life. My life is pretty complicated, if you can read, you'll understand. I always have something to tell my friends. I love my dog, Lucy. But most of all, I love my friends.! I live a crazy life, if you're smart, you'll keep the fuck up (:

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